同一張專輯聽啊聽的，如癡如醉

打了一封英文信，打上了英文的地址
不過，是一個電子信箱的地址
而且也不是寄給外國人看的
那為什麼我要用英文寫信？

某些話，我實在無法用中文表達出來
並不是說我沒有那個能力，而是我做不到
或許，正因為是彼此熟悉的語言
表達出來，或許更顯得情感的露骨
所以我選擇了一條比較含蓄的路線走而已


I know that you still angry with me. But I don't need any excuse.
我知道你還在生我的氣。但，我並不奢求你的原諒

I just want to tell you that I don't know how to care you now.
我只是想告訴你，現在的我不知道該如何去關心你

Because I have no reason to talk to you or accompany in your side.
因為我已經找不到理由和你說話，或是陪著妳

Why? That we are in different labs and under different professors
只因為我們身處不同的實驗室，和待在不同老師底下

So, what reason should I take to talk to you or accompany in your side? I didn't know until now.
所以，我到現在依舊不知道該拿著什麼理由這樣做

If I didn't care you, I wouldn''t be CCU and I would'nt be early entry to CCU.
假如我完全不在乎妳，我不會在中正，也不會提早入學

I hope you can know, just hope.
我希望妳能明白，當然只是希望而已

It's all that what I want to say to you.
以上這些，是我一直想告訴妳的

Sorry, I use English to type this letter.
對不起，我用著英文來寫這封信

Not Because I can't use Chinese input method, just ....... some sentence I can't express by Chinese.
並不是我沒辦法使用中文輸入法，只是....有些話我無法用中文表達

I think English would express better than Chinese.
我想，此時用英文或許能夠表達的比中文好吧

有時候我只是需要妳一句話、一個明確的答案就可以
可總是石沉大海，不然就是輕如鴻毛
妳總是選擇沉默不回應
我也可以就此擱開手，讓妳自己走
如果這是妳想要的，那我會這麼做
如果不是，那妳也得說明白

「If you need, I will be with you forever.」